That’s right. You aren’t going blind. He IS a nut. He does provide my meds but he is most assuredly a nutter. I am seriously not in the mood to go see him but the prospect of going without meds is forcing the issue with the upper hand. I get such anxiety going there and it is already building … anyways, love to you all and hope your day is better than mine.

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Ms. Pengelf